My love
We met on December 30th. Well not really met but close enough. At that time I was interested in his best friend. Plus he was a totally moron at that point. Though I did enjoy talking to him, he seemed different from people I normally speak to, especially guys. We got into fights very often because of his behaviour but I always came back to him. No idea why. I’m glad that I did. Anyway, it wasn’t very long before he told me he liked liked me, I don’t really remember how I felt for him. I do remember not believing him when he first said that cause he had ‘trolled’ me like that before.
I also remember a little bit after that I was getting advice from cakey about liking both him and his best friend. But it wasn’t too long before I picked him. I wasn’t sure how it would work out. But he started being so much nicer to me and before I knew it we were in love. Well at least I was. Honestly it took it 2 months and I was completely in love with him. We never really planned the relationship, one day we (I) decided we were in one. Which is how I think it should always be..
We’ve been together for like…2-4 months? I don’t even know. It always seems longer then it is. I pray that it will work out and I get to meet him and kiss him. I always want to kiss him and hold him. I’m in love with him. And it feels so good to have him by my side. And I know that no matter what happens I will love him. I know its impossible to know that, but somehow I do.
He completes my life. He gives me a million reasons to smile (like an idiot) I wake up every morning looking forward to speaking to him and (sometimes) looking at him on cam. He is so handsome, I swear there was, is and never will be anyone more handsome then him (except for maybe our future son) He’s all I want and all I need and I’m never giving him up to anyone. I will love him forever and ever and even after that. I promise I will never let him go.
