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Rebecca, 14. Ukrainian born in Israel living in Russia. Generally a happy person though a cry baby. Slightly bipolar. Love Pokemon and music. The 69 Eyes are my favourite band. Green and yellow are my favourite colors. Brown, pink and blue are least favourite. Really picky with food. Love bananas and chips. I eat every single fruit unless I have never tried it before. I love nature and animals. Cherry blossom trees are amazing. Sand cats are my favourite animals. I love the smell of rain. I generally love rain, though I prefer the sun. I don't let go of my childhood. Everything I liked in the past I still like. I love hot chocolate and tea. I've lived in 14 apartments. I love my life. I'm scared of death, bees and heights. I hate sleeping alone. I draw quite often. I wont be mean to anyone unless they give me a good reason to be. I'm strongly against drugs, smoking, alcohol, sex, etc. I'm quite shy but I love to speak my mind. I move on really fast. Though I have never been through anything difficult. Not in my opinion at least. I love my mother. I wish I could fit in with men rather than women. I've always been more found of men. I always start arguments over nothing. It can be quite annoying. I'm a strong agnostic. I'm a very jealous person. I regret nothing. I love anime and manga. Pandora Hearts is my favourite and yeah.
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It’s been a while since I babbled..

So I might as well do it now, I suppose..Currently not feeling too well. Master and I haven’t been able to talk normally for quite some time. I don’t mind it as much any more. I definitely don’t mind it when I’m talking to him..I miss him so much. I almost lost him. I can’t imagine what that would be like..I don’t want to lose him..

Though, fact that he left me, literally, for a video game, twice, does upset me, a lot. I do not understand how one does that. I suppose that is the first time he has ever upsetted me. I know he feels terrible for it, which makes me feel worse. I don’t want him to be sad. I’m sure I’ll get over it someday, I always do. But he can’t keep doing these things. One day I know I’ll be too tired to deal with it and then we will both regret everything, I suppose.

I’ve been crying a lot, which in a sense is a good thing. It’s the way I show people I care for them and love them. I hope everything will turn out fine. I pray for it. If everything goes well, it’s just a year..And we can be together. I’m definitely looking forward to cuddling him to sleep every night. That would be the best..I love him, more than anything and anyone, truly. I know it.

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